Spence Mills - Alone In A Crowd lyrics

Verse 1: Truth is lovely, love is truth, but when I'm not with it I feel the twisting of my gut, there's a knot in it “Man stop trippin', look at this life you've been given,” My past self pulls up and says, “get in Let's take a trip and see the little man you used to be Let's go back, you could use a little boot in the Behind, you seem to be forgetting what a steep climb It would be to get this light on lock again, key-lime,” It's like lately I've kept my happiness at arm's length I've taken steps and failed to lift with just my arm strength Boxing my teammates out like, “I'm getting this rebound I'm calling the shots,” but it's me that needs to bow down They may not understand every little detail But people that have never sold can still work in retail We sell ourselves short, thinking we don't need each other Me? well sometimes I feel I'm just being smothered Hook: How could I feel so alone in a crowd? When they sit in silence, my emotions are loud When they're loud, I go inward and try to find a quiet place I am a soul being seen as just another face Just another guy running in the race Just craving to belong, searching for that taste If I am one of many, then I wonder how Could I feel so detached and alone in a crowd? Verse 2: I'm open-minded but I'm careful who I open it to Cause I fear that I will be judged when I do But that is such a delusion, foolishly used to Keep me from losin' the life that I'm used to Discovery of a distorted perspective Like lookin' through a lens cracked But step back and see it perfectly reflected Put myself under the microscope Divide all of my sections Seeing through eternity, I'm just another speck in The grand scheme of things So what do these schemes and dreams mean? Add em up, and divide man, find our dreams' mean I bet you that the mode is to receive some kind of love We never want to feel alone near this median we hug We're on the same road But I feel like a single pa**enger Psyched out by my solitude, no Sean and Gus, I'm La**iter Fasten your seat-belts, we're headed into stormy weather Same flight, different fears, we're all flying alone together Hook: How could I feel so alone in a crowd? When they sit in silence, my emotions are loud When they're loud, I go inward and try to find a quiet place I am a soul being seen as just another face Just another guy running in the race Just craving to belong, searching for that taste If I am one of many, then I wonder how Could I feel so detached and alone in a crowd? Verse 3: How many years will I do this? I figure-eight... So you could say forever Never-ending battle to relate But still Stand Out Above the crowd on a Powerline I stand now I feel the call under my feet and our time Is one I'm not afraid to be ahead of Maybe I feel alone cause I'm a little bit obsessive And fed up with anything I am that isn't great I isolate myself and kind of keep a distant state Staying afloat, I've got wisdom as my life-preserver And I'm at a point where I just watch myself I'm an observer I crashed my servers with an overload of plans I hatched My eggs were static and ecstatic practice was what I lacked I could be too this, too that, too weird, too different, I feel No finger can be placed on me Sometimes I lose it, and move back to fear To living like I am just another single face on the Earth Hook: How could I feel so alone in a crowd? When they sit in silence, my emotions are loud When they're loud, I go inward and try to find a quiet place I am a soul being seen as just another face Just another guy running in the race Just craving to belong, searching for that taste If I am one of many, then I wonder how Could I feel so detached and alone in a crowd?