Speech Debelle - Speech Therapy lyrics

I made some mistakes in my life that I m not proud of see And I hope that doesn t mean now I m trying it will be harder for me I been hurt and its not an excuse but it s a reason It s like some things happen in life for a lifetime or a season And I m just now learning how this world really works There s a law that says you get back what you put forth All this running around doing nothing aint good for me man Its stupidity so this mirrors up and it s looking at me I m sorry mum for all the times that I made you cry And its been said before in songs but you are my life So if you really wanna move away and not work so hard How can I tell you know this is my blessings mum And you don t have to worry about me I m doing music now It s the truth it s from my heart I hope it makes you proud I haven t made you proud in such a long long time That s why I m gonna stand by gran as long as I m alive Nobody s gonna hurt her even though there trying And nobody s gonna hurt you ever as long as this sun shines And hell would have to freeze over before I take that back This is my speech therapy, this isn t rap I m not there yet I m still trying to fix my faults Trying to pick sense from nonsense that s what I was taught So many roads I ve walked I ve learnt so much so many thoughts Bout who I really wanna be I guess it s now I m sure I just wanna be love it takes a lot to say that Cause I don t wanna be judged please don t judge me wrong Even though I judge my father through a whole song He s just a man I need to be mature and understand Frenchie stay on this earth longer please I can t believe your dying I can keep from crying You mean a lot to me I owe you this whole album I owe so many this album I owe the world man I use to think the world owed me that s why I gained nothing Use to feel sorry for myself man I tell you something The day I changed my life is the day I learned pain is love What I went through is my strength and that s what keeps me up So I ll keep this fire burning lighting up my life And to everyone who believes in me I ll do you right Starting here today with these words on this paper back I understand this is my speech therapy this aint rap