Speck - First Person lyrics

"Yo, God, you eva wonder what the f** your purpose is out here man What you put on this earth for?" "Here we go again" "Nah, for real man" [Verse 1] I was a child of the 80s Growin up in the 90s A small black child of power, you couldn't find me Because I shyly, would hide away from the faces They used to look me in the face, baby you'll make it And told me to stand strong Because you're gonna be gone beyond the darkest sunshine hard A new day so I pray I'm gonna make 'em right I fight for life and make sure my life's right I stand strong on my own two So what you gonna do? I hold you In the web of my speech and mold you Into my past cuz this verse is a looking gla** Silk past the evil, and serve my people Forever [Hook] To this night a child is born A lone star coming out of the sky to lead the wise men Come again? Tell me the truth, I wanna listen A heavy burden I carry for my people to live [Verse 2] Losin my mind one piece at a time Rewind events in my life and I find The hardships outnumber the good times Still I stand tall and hold my head high Flee the scenes; maybe things get better But know they never did it I'm back to wear I started Smoking packs a day and acting like alcoholics No money in my wallet and feelin really retarded f** the bullsh** so I hit the school sh** Got the degree and made these other motherf**ers see I am who I am I stand tall like God, worked hard [Erected to some?], my name is Cise Starr You wanna talk about, then you wanna be me now? Fell outta the sky and rose outta the ground? A new man, new plan so Goddamn I got fans, they float to Ja-pan [Hook] [Verse 3] Momma died so I had to get my own work done I couldn't sit around and be a b**h and not do sh** Worked hard for everything that you see that I got you Motherf**ers gettin mad but you walking the block When I'll be up in my shop, writing my rhymes Got a call from Akin and we formed the group CYNE (hello) Now look at this now, a short time later We devastating the area showing the local haters we are Not just a trace untill we pause, 2 n***as right here for the cause Cise Starr survived divine universal b**h! I'll hurt you if you ever call us commercial Educated gifted minds shine throughout the ignorance We thirsty