Spanish Love Songs - Remainder lyrics

Had the feeling that we were due for bad news Six months away before we knew That no good was ever coming through I burnt down the house for you Took my sh** out of your room Kissed my dog goodbye "I guess it's time to move." My things on the lawn in the heat September stayed so warm and your sweat tasted sweet It's the last time I held you complete The last family on the street The only time we meet -- you're not alone All things in mind, I couldn't be better Than times that I've denied myself my happiness All things considered, I come out the remainder Left alone without my whole So where'd you go? Now I stay indoors on my throne And I talk to myself Pray that you haven't flown And I'll reap what I have sown Because I'm just a f**ed up kid Who dreams of dying alone Moving in on miserable from rings and beds I took for granted Feels like I am barely here Seven years that never happened Giving up on loving things Except maybe for my new family Hold myself up for display: "Everything just brings me down today."