Spanish Love Songs - Friends lyrics

Found out I was far from perfect You walked out of my life because I'm never gonna change Made my way to the bottom of this empty town home Where I hid myself away It's the only way to escape When I want to get away You are bad news most days That's what my brain says Screamed out I'm such an awful sh** You say I'm such a hypocrite And that's exactly how I'll stay Millimeters gap into a mile I feel myself poured out as bad news The burden of a name But you never took my name Did you want to run away? I am a monster these days That's what your friends say Can I be this miserable now? I fall apart when I'm off by myself But who is gonna love you now? My love is buried with my ideals Buried with your shallow heart That's sprouted wings and flown Found out I never loved anyone Anyone is perfect I think I'll die alone