Sounwave - Lonely Soul lyrics

[Intro] So, so? Yeah, yeah Feelin' [Verse] Feeling like I'm probably finna OD Hopefully, tunnel closing on my soul feelin hopeless, smokin weed while on probation Yeah you think that you know me Lately I've been feelin lonely loosened grip on my focus, the devils opus Overdosing on a loss of control, twisting words in sentence, that I can't spit when I'm loaded I lost my momma way before she hit the bottle It's hard to swallow, like the 80 proof I use to numb my conscious, man I lost my heart to these b**hes It's seems my common sense ain't common feeling sorry for myself and my issues Sick of trippin over misinterpretations but lately The way I'm livin got me hatin these women Still complacent, hatred mixed with rage and depression Pain pills on the daily I can't complain that she left me She always, you always, she tried, she tried to say that she gets me I ain't believe it, but instead of f**in leaving I cheated, regretted It seems to me, that I repeat all my past endeavors That's insane of me, abrasively brash, pa**ive with demons Half the sh** I say, I'm in my feelings when I write it So it's realer when you hear it, disappear into the night I tend to spend my time alone, don't let these people around It's easier now, I'm cheesin when the reaper around I mean, I feel like all the f**in light inside my life is burning out Surprised it ain't happen sooner, yo But could you blame me? Never been an atheist But how could I explain to this dame that, I've sold my soul to Satan Having dreams from the bottom, release my heat with a bottle My worst fear is to lose you and be like my momma I, hop, right outta bed and pop the oxy Obvious-ly I got a problem, at least I'm honest I'm still runnin from the feelings that I caught like a common Cold feet but please believe me I'm still heated I got em Look, i know she love me, at least that's what she tell me She say she havin doubts but i could guess before she failed me Im depressed so i be neckin, but that ain't your f**in problem Still searchin for some solace lemme know you come across it Im a hollow soul, hollarin at grandmamas ghost Kinda sad, hands shakin, either cancer or coke I told my last one i hate her, and told my next i can't love her Stuck in a state of complacence, she see the pain that i covet It's been dark for the longest, ain't no light in the tunnel You can't see what i've become cause i been hidin you from it My soul hollow as the motherf**in bottle i'm chuggin Gettin faded, slippin from all of my problems and troubles, i'm gone, so?