Sounut - Depression lyrics

[Verse 1] Oh hi there How are you? I'm ok, just like you Yes I'm fine, I promise I just have a lot of projects I'm not sad, I'm just tired I promise that I am ok Why am I so quiet? My mind just went astray Don't worry about me I'm fine I promise that I'm not lying Can I just be alone? I just want that right now… I'm sorry if that's too much to ask This peace for me allow I just wanna be quiet I'll be on a verbal diet [Chorus (x2)] Depression hits like a ton of bricks And you start to feel like you're not worth a sh** It's s**s everyday, it's like the pits That you can climb out of cause you wanna quit You struggle everyday it's like a fit And inside of you a giant fire was lit Full of pain, anger and anguish And it hurts so bad sometimes you wanna submit [Verse 2] I don't really wanna do anything I'm just too tired Please don't make me I like the peace I've acquired I'm not hiding my feelings Why would you think that? I am fine inside Could you just please scat? I would rather just rest Yes, I'm fine being alone Do I wanna hang out? I think I'd rather be at home Am I ok? Yes I've already answered Now please leave me alone And go away you ba*tard [Chorus (x2)] [Verse 3] Alright I think it's time to cut the bullsh** Cause this life we're living, it's just hit to hit Life now is pain and it's time to admit The only thing left is sadness to emit Cause you wake up go to school; it's the same cycle Wake up go to work; it's the same cycle Wake up do nothing, it's the same cycle You no longer have the energy to break this cycle I'm not gonna pretend that I can sing cause I can't The fact is sometimes you feel like an ant And you just don't feel like going on a rant If only happiness you could implant Now you haven't felt happy in quite some time And you just don't feel like you're in your prime Are you cursed forever to be a bad lime Never again to feel happy, like a crime Done with this sh**, have been for a while For others you'll always go the mile Put them before yourself, that made you smile But no one really cared about you, Child But the pity party won't start today at all You'll pretend to be ok, even if you fall Back into the state of a depressed sad doll You'll put on a mask with others to play ball You don't want them to worry, it's your fate Never been happy since an old date Stuck in an incredibly neutral state The bad things to you are a heavy weight Random bad things happen and you crash Sadness wraps around you like a sash Takes a while to get back to a normal dash Feels like you're trapped in this cycle like a rash Don't know why you're always lost and sad But you want it to change, it just feels bad You feel alone, and you don't know what to do But look around you at all of the friends you've had Don't pretend as though no one cared about you If you died people would cry and be blue There are always people who care about you And they're the reason to going on to woo You don't like seeing people cry so don't make them They do care about you, it's almost like chem Cause I guarantee these people will stay with you All the way until the sunrise in the a m The pain inside is amplified, by the fact you continue to hide, and shut your cry Don't know why you don't stop to try, maybe life will give you a ride before you die So pick yourself up and wipe the dust off Clear your throat and maybe take a cough The world is ready for you again so take off And if you fall, you have you friends and that's enough!