Soulmate Sam - My Mess lyrics

Intro : Well man This is crazy But It's my mess So I gotta Clean it Listen Verse 1 : I don't even know if I can hold this one, I looked at my life searched for people looking up for me but I just found one, he's so weird even his name is no one I didn't ask for this but it is cool for me cuz I already Won, I sometimes do this for Fun, But now I am feeling like am suffocating and I should Run, Or maybe I can search For a Gun ! co*k it, and put it on top, and fire so my head will blow ? oh no, I'de never do that anyway, so I'll just follow the Flow ! [HookX2] The drops are getting in my shoes And laces alone can't take away my blues Are you only pa**ing through Or are you gonna love me? Verse 2 : There is too much things I ignore, about this life it forces you to be sore, but you have to be tough like thor, go on and give me more, I will bow for no one nor, Will I Make my two's Four, and I won't get any booz for, No f**ing person I won't let it happen, I will stay strong, and I will never allow myself to be nice to a who*e Cuz she'll blame you always, even the sh** you've done was hardcore, What is happening to me ? am hanging upside down trying to reach the roof and someone's there cutting the cord [HookX2] Verse 3 : Well my life is crazy I call it hell, But there's something nice about it I call it Shell, I sometimes Smile but never faked a crying eye, I received a call, from someone I don't know he said he's a mole, I guess the call was from me, the bottom of my chest, yeah the thing we call heart is the one that called, this doesn't even make a sence How the f** can I be such a mess, whats good is that I speak real and sh** less, I don't need any help so I'll start building alone my damn nest