Soulmate Sam - Just a girl lyrics

Intro : Depression Man It's not just a game you see? It is not something That a girl can handle Come on It's just a girl The Verse : It's just an average girl, who no longer wanna live on this aweful world She only saw darkness and pain, and she hated everything even herself She never wanted to harm anybody else, so she started seeing many black spots in her empty mind She was fake smiling all time avoiding the Obvious Cliché "whats wrong ?" She used to said nothing much, I am just a little tired and when someone Sees the tears, she would say that she has something in her eye In the summer, Sun is burning her down while she is wearing long T's and long pants She pretends feeling cold when it's on fire out there, and the cat takes the blame Whenever she gets discovered and sometimes she tries to rest in peace And she was about to do it that day, but something told her not to Something got her and says that she shouldn't do so, she listened anyway She said I'll do it another time and before she takes the Blade she always Waits until everyone goes, she doesn't wanna be shown as the weakest girl alive But what to do ? when it comes to choose, cuz its harder evrytime it comes, the need is too strong cuz it never goes People never really understood her, they took advantage of her, made fun of her, cursed her, harmed her, and above all that, they're about to k** her What would her mom feels when she finds her hanging in there, a sad letter on the table, the rope around the neck and the chair faced down on the floor Can't you just imagine a girl, who no longer wanna live on this world ? Can't you just ask yourself why ? is she crazy ? I don't think so, she is just aware that no matter what she does, she will never fits in That is it, just a little bit, have mercy on the hit, she will never fit, but don't ever let her get, the need to take a seat, or to want to cut stop the bullsh** Cut it up, right before its too late, come on people of the world, Depression is not just a mind game, its actually a d**h game, it may sound a little lame, but can't you see the flame ? ITs just an average girl, who no longer wanna live on this aweful world, it is not her fault, it is yours, but thank god she just found a key, an answer a way out, She was cureless and now She is careful