So long… so long I don't know where to begin I'm waiting and waiting For all this sh** to leave me So weak, not strong But I will find the strength to It's over, so over, just listen closely I said I won't lay down and die as you crucify me 'Cause I know I, I'm not ready to die Not ready to die, I'm not ready to I'm bleeding, I'm bleeding The blade is sinking deeper I'm dying, I'm dying And you just don't f**ing care I'm tired, so tired But I will find the strength to It's over, so over, just listen closely I said I won't lay down and die as you crucify me 'Cause I know I, I'm not ready to I'm not ready to f**ing bleed for you Still not ready to, I'm not ready to die Ready to die I said I won't lay down and die as you crucify me 'Cause I know I, I'm not ready to die Not ready to die, I'm not ready to