Soulcracker - Waiting lyrics

Oh why did I just say that? I didn't mean it I didn't mean to lead you on When I had no intention of doing anything You've been planning all along Last night I had the strangest dream about my old girlfriend Said she loved me for the first time But when I woke up next to you I just felt guilty Though I know it's not a crime I'm only waiting I've been waiting for so long Waiting in my bed for a lover who's gone Waiting, I've been waiting for so long For a love who's gone yeah (damn) Oh what if she should come back Right this minute, the sh** I'm in It breaks my heart to break the image she's made of me Now I'm on the doorstep All it takes is just one more step To walk inside, but in my bedroom secretly But I'm waiting I've been waiting for so long Waiting in my bed for a lover who's gone Waiting, I've been waiting for so long For a lover who's gone yeah (damn) Why did I just say that? I knew i shouldn't i wish i wouldn't Wish for someone to occupy my time Why did I not make it clearer You and I had nothing ever? You're all dressed up but I just changed my mind I'm waiting Waiting for so long Waiting in my bed for a lover who's gone Waiting, I've been waiting for so long For a lover who's gone yeah (damn) January turns into July And I'm stuck here waiting Wishing when you left you told me why Or said goodbye(damn) I'm only waiting, I've been waiting for so long Waiting in my bed for a lover who's gone Waiting, I've been waiting for so long Waiting in my bed for a lover who's gone Waiting (waiting) waiting for so long (waiting in my bed for a lover who's gone) A lover who's gone Waiting for so long For a lover who's gone yeah