SoulChef - Growing Pains lyrics

[Verse:] I said I'm comtemplatin' on my whole existence Talking with my soul while I'm looking to the sky If I died tomorrow would it make a difference? Or is everything they sayin' now a bunch of lies? At a point where I don't know who to trust But I'm young and growing up so I got a lot to learn Man I feel like I'm at war with the world Cause everyday I'm fighting to be heard And a lot of people tell me that I changed They ain't have to say it, by myself I noticed that Guess you gotta accept me for who I am Cause I like it this way so I'm never going back I'm hoping I can be a better man Everyday I'm living man I learn something new Feeling like nobody really understands So I put it in a song just to pull my way through [Hook:] This is how it feels when you change When you be talking to yourself more than anybody else man This is how it feels when you change Always looking for the answer but you can't find help This is how it feels when you change I guess I couldn't keep it all in, it ain' good for my health This is how it feels when you change I guess this is how it feels when you change, growing pains [Bridge:] These are my growing pains (x3) [Verse:] My ex girl told me that she miss the old me A couple minutes later my mother told she's proud Man I wonder if they see the same person They both love me even though I ain't perfect I have a lot of moments where I feel I ain't worth it All the love I'm getting now, do I really deserve it? Because lately I been focused on the love from the crowd Instead of love the people that have always been around But I'm human so I'm bound to make mistakes I just hope everybody forgives me I promise I'mma get us to the top Even when the road seems risky I know that I'mma make everyone proud My heart is still the same even if you think I changed Forgive me I'm still growing, and what you're hearing now I like to call My growing pains [Hook:]