Soul Destruction - Internal Therapy lyrics

There's no one left to despise me, but no one left to confide in, And everday you'll find me awake alone in darkened rooms. With my trust so betrayed, there's no turning back for me, So now I try and find me another place where I can hide. I cannot live, I cannot die. I try to hide the scars inside. I'm looking up but feeling down. I grasp at friends as I look around. I'm wondering if they can see the pain I hide inside of me, The fear I hold inside of me or the hope destroyed inside of me? Be what you want to be, say what you say, Do what you want to do, but I can't get inside of you. What is it gonna take for me to move on? We hide the scars that hurt the most, the open wounds, the ones that burn. You're not the person I knew, you're just so unclean. You took the first chance you could to violate the trust we had. I find it hard 'cos I never cried. I tried to hide the scars inside. I was looking up but feeling down and I grasped at friends as I looked around. I was wondering if they could see the pain I hid inside of me, The fear I held inside of me or the hope destroyed inside of me. Be what you want to be, say what you say, Do what you want to do, but I can't get inside of you. What is it gonna take for me to move on? We hide the scars that hurt the most, the open wounds, the ones that burn.