Soul Destruction - Spiral Of Violence lyrics

What should I choose? What should I see? Should I choose what makes me free? What should I choose? What should I feel? Should I choose what makes it real? I pay to live and I've paid for all my dreams and I pray... Yeah I pray. To a God that doesn't care. To a God that will not care. To a God that cannot care. To a God that never cares. ... I don't know what is real. What makes it real? So full of hate, yet so full of desire. So full of pain... Yeah I feel pain. I learnt well the lessons that you taught me and pa**ed them on as my own. I did it for you, I knew you'd be proud, Knew you'd understand: Another generation damned. And so the spiral takes another turn, another twist in it's downward path, another cycle is complete. Looking back, I wish you'd have died so that I may have lived. I wanted to get off that downward spiral of violence... But now, I'm going downward.