Soul Destruction - Beautiful Suicide lyrics

I want to create a beautiful suicide for the ma**es, to create in d**h what I have failed to achieve in life... Anger, despair, frustration these are words I've heard a thousand times. Those same words uttered by the souls of so many and yet heard by the ears of so few, the few, who like me, have dared to question mankind's limitations. They say there's a dream inside of me. But the more I sleep, the less I dream. You'll understand me better when I've gone. I pray for you and I pray for me, but God don't listen can't you see? You'll understand me better when I've gone. Is this what our lives have come to? Well, f** your lies, f** your life and f** your stupid god.