Sosi - This is the thing lyrics

You just catch me alone now Tired of forcing things to work somehow Don't have anything left to say Come on just flip on to the next f**ing page Sick and tired of same days People all having the same sh** to say Trying to get out of old ways These old ways I'm sorry for what I've said I just want you to know I never meant it The stress keeps talking It's not me It's all the hurt bursting through the seems Yeah, through the seams I swear that This isn't me Oh baby I know that this all is on me Couldn't keep My head above water So I got us both Sinking It k**s me The stress keeps building Don't wanna see us both dying Swear to God that I'm trying