Now I I wake up suffering in life-lies created perfect for my low pride for all the time I spent alone I I'm a dying ember inside forever agony I have to beat my fear into eternity for all the pride I've left left me alone to die I have to k** what is bleeding inside on the edge of patience outside my pain I can see your face full of lies stop hiding me to see what's left stop hiding me repressed emotions hid too long too deep inside my sorrow awakened it has become too real see who I never seem to be never see who I need to be you borrowed light in darkest nights I buried the lying pale shadows no more patience break through this wall into a world a world painted black created with dreams I'll never forget this is the sorrow I left left for my sins, left for my stars shining too bright now I die