Sorrows Path - Clouds Inside Me lyrics

I took this thought and I made flesh A dirty flesh that scared my mind again I paid the price for my little self A heavy price that filled my mind with pain Pain…heavy…pain Waiting for me, I lost myself Where I must go? Waiting from me, I lost my mind What can I do? Clouds have k**ed my beliefs and I think that they’re not mine All the promises were just narcissistic lies I don’t belong to myself; they came and stole my life How can I die, to exist no more? I spoke to me and I laughed alone A bitter laugh that made me cry again I searched for me and I found a black hole A big black hole that swallowed my last dreams Dead…shattered…dreams