[1995] I am isolated disgusted by their hate From my birth was banished away to die in the decay I understood that my purposes were fulfilled lies Nobody in the earth can see through my sad eyes [Pre-Chorus] Rules surround my every step and steal my breath Eyes of hate turn my life to look like d**h Emptiness distorts my good dreams into horror scenes Please now hear to my screams [Chorus] Search in your heart and find your idol Nothing can steal your last true hope k** hate with love, for truth crucify yourself Nothing can steal your last true hope Friend, I'm weak to transcend from this hell and I'm betrayed now The account of my acts can make me feel so low This cussed parody asphyxiates and wants to expire Suicide is in this life the only act for me [Pre-Chorus] [Chorus] Deep into our hearts there's sorrow 'cause our dreams can't be true Thoughts of pain around like a plague we'll never win As the sorrow imprisons us into a circle of despair Then we think that life is not worth a dime, oh… I am isolated disgusted by their hate From my birth was banished away to die in the decay I understood that my purposes were fulfilled lies Nobody in the earth can see through my sad eyes [Pre-Chorus] [Chorus]