Sore Losers - The Audio Bio lyrics

Momma died while I was one Found out when I was young My daddy had k**ed her and Left a bitter taste on my tongue But just because he's a bum Don't mean that's what I'll become The word say thy will be done Got burdens that weigh a ton My auntie she took me in That made me her only son Grew up as an only child Got brothers that stay in the slum Me I lived in the 'burbs The first weekend of every month I visit them because It was court ordered to correspond It started in private school The beginning of elementary Transfered then entered an institution In the inner city That triggered my inner n***a I turned into a statistic Every year since the 4th grade I've been suspended My only copent mechanism Other than writing lyrics Fighting in bathrooms playing sports And sports attendance And now im in junior high Back on the outskirts Being the cla** clown Would continue it's outbursts And in high school it got worst I didn't do homework In junior year I went to juvenile For what it's worth Incarcerated when I celebrated My day of birth Got out 6 months later Turnt my life around from reverse Though I dont still dont go to church Or study a bible verse I still know some proverbs And for that I'm a conqueror And most people are followers Believe everything they're told It's easier than thinking or Figuring on your own This is my life It's not a song The reason why I feel like I'm on my own In this world filled with struggling stripes There's no way you can make it without paying a price That's why I say to the n***as Hating you dont know where I've been I got cousins smoking crack and (?) in the pen Put your cheering up to the sky Keep your head held high Can't see anything coming down my eyes That's just how I cry Tough life