Sopor Aeternus - Soror Sui Excidium lyrics

"Step into my thought, blades sharp and long !" While I dared to gaze inside myself and caught a glimpse of what... yes, perform your own destruction and I feel the same delight share the wish to die. Spiritualized this "d**h is a mental state". still anguish is his name. Fill me up with your chill, alone in my emptiness, gratefully I'll receive your pain. Unworthy to some light I long to embrace you fire. I'll be the tomb where you spread your seed and along with your blosson I shall expire... Leave me alone, can't you leave me alone, the unclean presence of flesh, I just cannot bear ! A ballet, well balanced, between pain and foregiveness it won't collide and if I'm crushed by I do not care, I do no longer care... No-one will ever recognize my fall and if someone accidentially did, he wouldn't waste a thought, No, would not spare a single thought. I cannot think of a reason why I should remain, only their "faces" might alter but my desperation will stay the same... (it even increases with time...) The barriers of the gate have simply desoved within my tears, the Lord of the Dark Side though shapeless, he waits for my... "Behold, my beloved, I'll always belong to thee". I died for you, for you I'll die, together in a realm of the infinite night, I died for you, and for you I will die, blessed be those that dwell in your light... Hand in hand in hand in hand, lifeless I can finally understand Embraced to intimately, beloved Sister of Selfdestruction. YOU ARE INSIDE OF ME...