Sopor Aeternus - Confessional lyrics

Where do I begin, where should I start? So much to tell... or nothing at all. At the end of the day it is all the same, 'cause that's how things are. No-one ever writes, no-one calls, only replies, so I have to go first, which is tiring and sad, but all that I have, so I just go ahead with it. Because: I DO believe, I DO believe, I DO believe, I DO, I DO believe in friendship...- in FRIENDSHIP and in TRUTH. I often try picturing what it would be like to have a friend, someone who spends his time with me, enjoys my company as much as I like him. Someone who calls for no reason at all, simply out of a whim...- whom, at the end of the day, I don't have to pay like everyone else. Someone, who has no gain from knowing my name, my weakness or strength, who doesn't pretend and isn't afraid to share pleasure or pain, is honest and true.