(the unability within time) Finished with the dark side If no longer helps me with my mind, Still saturn's rites connect us Black-dressed i am falling back from time to time... All day long i think of things But nothing seems to satisfy, I cannot bear the dead stand-still, The blind search, unable to find my own life... Can you help me? Who will set me free? I need someone to show me The things in life that i can't find, I can't see the things that make true happiness I must be blind. Make a joke and i will sigh You might laugh but i will cry, Happiness i cannot feel And love to me is so unreal. And so as you hear these words Telling you now all of my state, I tell you to enjoy life, I wish i could, Soon it might be too late...!!!