Sonta - Pain lyrics

[Intro] I'm just trying to be great Look [Verse 1 - G Herbo] 1995, Fall night, October 8th Most people would say a star was born but nah, that's when I was born And I wasn't born a star, n***a I wasn't born on top I remember walking cold from school when mom's ain't had no car Me my cousins 6 deep, walkin back to grannies spot School in another district so that's like 11 blocks And on that walk is shooters, n***as sellin rocks and hella cops Fast forward 10 years later and that sh** ain't never stopped I became a product, all my n***as sellin' products Growin up they want them dolla's Birthdays without no fathers And i had my dad so i couldn't really understand they pain You don't even see his face but you got that n***a name And my problem with my pops is we don't communicate I see his face all the time but its just hi and bye He know I love him, thats my n***a, I ain't gotta lie But you can't give a bird his wings and teach him how to fly I'm hard body, heavy thinker, Imma handle mine He taught me that, I'll give him that, yeah Imma handle mine And n***a I was 16, livin like a grown man Never needed nobody, n***a I'm my own man And my momma loved me for it, she would tell me she proud of me I always had it in me, she like how I brought it out of me She stay right by my side, back when everybody doubted me And thought i would end up in the pen or the county see But now I'm in a penthouse suite on the balcony I used to think a million was for everybody, you gonna grow up and have a house, that life for everybody But wait 1 rich person can't take care of everybody (What?) [Hook - Sonta] The world is filled with pain (yeahhh) The world is filled with pain (oooh) The world is filled with pain (Is filled with pain pain pain painnnn) The world is filled with pain (With pain, yeah yeah yeah) [Verse 2 - G Herbo] Man i used to post up, early morning, soon as i woke up Went to sleep in four something, used to skip breakfast, swishers and doughnuts With the same n***as, everyday the same sh** (Everyday the same sh**) War with the same s**ers f**in on the same b**hes Then a thought came to my head sayin you gotta expand You pa**ed the ball enough, its time to keep the rock in your hand I know all the pressure like you got the block in your hands Can't forget about them, yeah i know Rock was your mans But can't forget your sister, mother, brother, pops and your grans Don't owe nobody sh** the lifestyle come after the fam And Never Leave My Brothers thats for life, the block is my fam, damn Who i sacrificing for? The block of my fam? But anyways i miss my n***as So thats why I'm getting twisted, I don't sip the liquor I'm just high pouring sixes and I'm ridin with my 45 Cuze I ain't trying to end up victim of a homicide Not my momma crying [Hook - Sonta] The world is filled with pain (yeahhh) The world is filled with pain (oooh) The world is filled with pain (Is filled with pain pain pain painnnn) The world is filled with pain (With pain, yeah yeah yeah) [Verse 3 - J. Tsunami] Understand that I can relate to everything that you sayin, because i grew up just like you It was me and my lil brother, pops, OG, and momas too My grandfather, one auntie, two uncles and their childrens too All them people under one roof, but we took that and we made do Back in the day my folks had cake so people thought that we was on But truth be told sh** more than half of that was gone before i was born Three years old thats when moms and pops relationship was torn Them not f**in' with each other made me father my lil brothers From the city to the burbs we was goin back and forth So I was in and out of schools, lived everywhere but West and North Eating pork and beans and noodles not by choice but more so force Til one day i told myself i can't continue on the course Now lets speed it up, 2005 I came back to the hood Started hustlin lil packs and everything was going good Plus i had my own gun so i wished a n***a would Try to take anything from me, I'd have left him where he stood I grew out that state of mind, the games I was playing was kiddy Yeah here comes 2009 all i hear is you and Bibby I had faith in y'all but who'd have thought you'd take over the city Used to think y'all forgot about or just wasn't f**in with me I was rappin at the time, but y'all was puttin in that work And sh** I ain't even gonna lie, when you took off sh** I was hurt Cuze I expected a handout, that's where I f**ed up first But I thank y'all cuze y'all the reason i go cray on every verse (The world is filled with pain) [Hook - Sonta] The world is filled with pain (yeahhh) The world is filled with pain (oooh) The world is filled with pain (Is filled with pain pain pain painnnn) The world is filled with pain (With pain) [Bridge - Sonta] I just wanna smile, I just wanna ball I just wanna do it all, I just wanna leave (I wanna leave) I just wanna smile, I just wanna ball I just wanna do it all, I just wanna leave (I'm still better than me) I just wanna smile, I just wanna ball I just wanna do it all, I just wanna leave (I wanna ball) I just wanna smile, I just wanna ball I just wanna do it all, I just wanna leave (So much pain, So much pain) [Hook - Sonta] The world is filled with pain The world is filled with pain I know you fell me, you got to feel me, please feel me The world is filled with pain (Is filled with pain pain pain painnnn) The world is filled with pain (With pain, yeah yeah yeah yeah)