Sonia - Wishful Thinking lyrics

Wishful Thinking [Sage: Verse 1] Wishful thinking never had More an ambition i am bitten by the written Say I'm kitten litter stay trapped in the bag Let me out Deface your expression with surprise Why you shout Idioms idiot for why you do I P. Diddy it You live for it i k** for it Fire in my eyes insidious Syd owe us build a bridge to cross Opera have a house homeless in hip hop Begging for my words to be treated as poetry Begging for a dollar they enjoy being free That means I'm spent in this world With my expensive taste set place and imma eat words Pour a shot sip that bell biv devoe They greeting me hi but let's keep it on the low Their seeing me try (thats) why they have to make it so Damn hard why can't i make it thanking people i don't know Thank god why i never felt his presence Thank the lord why i can't take all the credit My earliest memories my documentary For real I'm the king and started on that trajectory Lent my life you barely last 40 days While you give up temporary I'm making permanent gain Never give up never quit don't ever sit Down unless the paper under press of the ink Don't mean incorporated or money mouth are slanging Be the author of your eyes and don't let anyone else patent Don't let anyone review they should've seen the first time Carry bags of sights call them traumatize f** I'm tired but [Sage & Sonia: Hook] Wishful thinking never had x4 [Pezimist: Verse 2] Step inside the mind of a nineteen year old Mind freaking alone, no speak, in a zone My flow is preserved in the madness of earth I rather deserve to conserve my brain and my nerves I've heard, absurdities, in these halls of university It hurts to be, an outsider like hercules, mercy me Out of courtesy, I was trying to further see Because zeus foretold of me coming in his prophecy I'm out of place, like i came fourth, from the dust And ruined your plans with my brainstorm, I mean I must Be insane or deranged, to read these lines on this page Record the rhymes and just say, dismay Sage you can take my flows, just cite us and verse us As long as your hearts on the right side, like situs inversus Then we won't have a problem with these cyphers and verses Except that the listeners will end up riding in hearses I try to keep my thoughts wishful, sharp as this pencil It's hard, I've hurt the people that cared, its detrimental As my heart beat bounces to the sound of instrumentals I get reverential, keep my mind confidential The notes in the iCloud know me like nobody else But get your head out the sky, stop being somebody else DID or MPD, coz im on these MP3s First me, lives healthily, write my music stealthily The second is irreverent, reckless, with a checklist Of rappers to toss, Leave em sour, War head less Third me, is the one you'll see and hear become synonymous But I won't say with what and I'll just keep myself anonymous Wishes in sarcophagus, Ambitions toward prominence So tell the Pharaoh's the votes are in, and its unanimous [Sage & Sonia: Hook]