Son Of Rust - Vicious Cycles lyrics

why are you trying so hard to get back the one thing you didn't want from the start and why are you trying so hard to get back to the one place you've been running from ideas and theories the things we ascribe to you the beauty the pa**ion the hope that was never true you pray in the end that you learn what you're needing to this life is a circle run where it is leading to she cries again he blames the flame within it's all the same watch them repeat the game I will keep trying this hard I will bring back the dead thing I left cold in the dark and I will keep going until I face the one thing I'm still running from you can't see the meaning the reason you burn this way you question your reasons emotions quick to betray a throw back a whisper a season of darker days the mask that keeps grinning the further you go astray she cries again he blames the flame within it's all the same watch them repeat the game my lovely friend the last heart to defend iterates again this vicious cycle never ends why am I trying so hard to get back the one thing I didn't want from the start? why am I trying so hard to get back to the one place I've been running from?