One look, your way it's starting again and you can't deny it or try to hide it she says "it's only a game" but you can't survive it words can't describe it choke up and hurry away as to stay here would be misery so keep repeating history and face it it's always the same and never good enough to be the way it was in your memory .I paid the highest cost .I don't think it meant anything to you .all that I am was lost .I can't see it meant anything to you she turns with that look in her eye bite your tongue to stop it and change the topic moves in, she touches your arm and it's too late for logic too late to stop it stand up and hurry away 'cause you know the place where this will lead and it can't touch the endless need inside you that's burning away and it's never ever gonna be the way it was in your memory our footsteps in the frost go back as far as I can see I would have paid any cost because it meant everything to me