your happiness comes from the ruins of you the smoke rising up from the ashes of all you do you know that it's true never content until you're lost and afraid feel okay and it's time to hurt with no reason or rhyme it's all in your mind home is so far away we'll be back there someday now we'll wait for the day come and follow me to... discordia take me by the hand and never let me go let me go dysphoria pulls me down into the sand until I lose control lose control gather everything up and leave them behind find a home on the road a roof and a place to hide it's still you inside you say you'll fix it this time if you could just start again prove everyone wrong with a wink and a grin and then you turn within (I need to feel the pain again as I lose everything within)