Son Of Rust - Never lyrics

In my room In the lamp light In the shades of violence Or ecstacy How could I know? How could I not know... The way that you felt Or the way it could be .I'm still screaming but nobody hears me .turn up the volume till it drowns out my brain .the winds are searing my head is clearing .and I will never feel the same again Are you still out there Exactly the same As you were with me As we never could be again Sometimes it was good So very worthwhile Your precious smile That said believe /chorus I would stare at the floor You'd say to my face All that was love Hate has now replaced I couldn't think Now that I know what this was leading to Of all the things that broke or left me I cannot replace you