Son Of Rust - I Can't Be Sane lyrics

was I so wrong to give myself to someone who I always knew was wrong for me trying for so long to escape the winds of change but they've finally found me I spent my life believing in nothing now emptiness surrounds me I'm burning in this loneliness but my lies have bound me . you can't have me now . there's nothing left . you can't make me whole again . filling up with envy . being nothing I could be . I can't be sane was I so wrong to give you everything I had was I so blind to think that you felt the same I've tried so long to be right for you and I'm telling you now that I can't be leave me here for countless years that's the way it was meant to be . chorus was I so wrong to put the blame on someone who never knew the situation I've tried so long to get away from this that I've lost all sensation it's so wrong all of it that I've lost my sense of self I'm losing it