Son Of Rust - Goodbye lyrics

It's a hard day today Thinking through a haze Of regret and resentment A sentimental daze A dark february morning The rays of the sun grow cold A greeting without feeling The words senseless and old How do I go on like this When everything fades away And every thought I penned For each forgotten friend Lacking luster growing gray Today This was meant to be the last time This was meant to be goodbye It's a hard day today Just beneath the skin Can't find the words to say The meaning sinking in A cold february morning No light to warm my face Sickening loss of feeling No love in this embrace How do I go on like this It matters less each day And every thought I send Never making it in Not a single word I say Today This was meant to be the last time This was meant to be goodbye