Sometimes Never - Seasons lyrics

I sit all alone Buried in the wake of what I've done Twisting and turning but can't escape I am entangled in my own web I only seem to long for things when I cannot have them I look deep inside Deny the hunger that I find Pleading and bleeding but can't obtain I am forever a malcontent All the things I long for never cherish once I have them I call out for summer when my body freezes I beg for the winter when I begin to melt I pray for the rebirth as fall comes to take away I wish it was over as spring is born again I wish I could accept the hand that has been given to me Start to take hold, appreciate, and find some stability But every day I find myself getting bored, wishing for more Why must I always strive to have the spring when I'm in the fall