Something Beautiful - On d**h & Dying : The Fear That Remains lyrics

So where do we go now that we haven't been? And where did we come from - where did we begin? Tell me... If life be unending, then how does it seem That as I lay bleeding, that life was a dream? Tell me why As I wake into that horror that waits for me As life begins to fade Before my time let the darkness come To know if it's true that we die just once For if I awake to another dream I'll know what to believe And what then for this one's morbid fantasies Terrifying landscapes are haunting his dreams Does he the shadows from another nightmare in the Blood that's calling out for freedom from its prison Let them bleed, the bodies dry Burn them with gasoline And then burn the ashes we leave Before him the silence and darkness comes His victims lay bleeding from fatal blows And blessings forever to let them see To know what murder means Alone with my hatred Alone with my dreams In spite of the statement of fear that remains Wipe me clean, bathing my body with kerosene Soon making ashes of me The flesh growing colder I close my eyes And wade through the visions that flood my mind My life set before like a pa**ing dream The facts were fantasy Eternity calls me into its womb And calls me up out of my earthly tomb Does heaven await or another dream I die or so it seems