Yeah, I wish that we could say Perfect's just our way And we're so happy Frequent flashback's running through And I see only you You're what surrounds me So I leave it up to those swallowed words that I've chewed One too many times before And I'm coming to the fact you're not just anyone And I'm trying to react but I'm stuck on this one And I still say we were better off before But that's ok cause I am just "so damn insecure" This shot has shown me I can bleed And now you've got the best of me and everything we mean But you're so happy... happy So I fall asleep again Tell everyone to do without me So I fall asleep again... yeah... I'm tired of being the one to hold on But I guess that's what I get since I'm "always wrong" And you still say that you never wanted more And that's ok but this is just too much to ignore Confused, not knowing what to do Somehow I got the best of you and I'll do what I can To make us happy... happy... So I fall asleep again Tell everyone to do without me So I fall asleep again... yeah... What now? Our memories drown I need you to breathe, you're my life, you're my energy You left me up hill, but I'm looking down I'm f**ing losing my mind Watch me drown myself in sorrow Maybe you'll open your eyes... So I fall asleep again Tell everyone to do without me So I fall asleep again... yeah... In my mind you're all about this game of love roulette So it's time I forget you in my own way This home is my heartache...