So much abuse from you Ive taken it so easily but now its just not right to do With time standing still i take a break - i get away Reminisce on times ive spent with you Waiting for you takes too long But thats the bullsh** ive depended on It seems im running faster, but falling slowly - where did i go wrong? Things used to be so perfect Everything was worth it I saw life from another point of view But now im thinking here again You act like nothing has happened Like no ones heart is getting torn out from inside Im wide awake yet closer to dreams that have been crushed by you I find it strange you're so easily amused But im still holding on and saying goodbye to you "things are different now. theyll never change" you say Well honestly im better off without you anyway You can destroy me with your mind And tare me from your heart But in the end youll always be the one who falls apart Im wide awake yet closer to dreams that have been crushed by you I find it strange you're so easily amused But im still holding on and saying goodbye to you