Pain inside you can't release Try and try but won't succeed Inner virus eats away Life's a struggle you die a slave Motionless you lie in pain For yourself wishing d**h Now these days you waste away Pray to God you deteriorate You've seen the end closer and closer Too late, but now you comprehend You have lived a lie, hating yourself To late for you to realize The pain you've cause To those around you On your knees beg for forgiveness Now you plead with no hope at all Body destroyed worthless you are to yourself All of life is lost now you repent Internally mind still intact The misery eats you away inside