Every moment I have failed was a torture for your soul steered by demons, who had climbed up from my own I close my fingers to a fist try to figure, how it feels when the wickedness comes over me again Chorus: And for the first time I went too far, there's no excuse, the things I've done I can't deny and for a last time you say goodbye, don't waste a tear it isn't worth to save a lie Every single word, I said, hurt you more, than I expected mental scars that never heal and will remain forever I close my eyes so I can't see the dark that is inside of me and the wickedness comes over me again Chorus: And for the first time I went too far, there's no excuse, the things I've done I can't deny and for a last time you say goodbye, don't waste a tear it isn't worth to save a lie