Solillaquists of Sound - The Curse lyrics

I wrestle with a number of routine judgments and trials They're counting days til I'll be dead, or change my style Assumptions made by strangers every day Like they've read my files Laymen relate with jokes they make The catch to my laughter's I'm forcing a smile Wasn't my plan today But go ahead and laugh away I'll reach for the peak of it all maybe you'll see more to me Wave a space in the sky, help your satellites find decency Sail face to the wind, break conditions you've placed so hastily My beauty does not fit into your box, so stop trying to make it please It's the curse of pioneers, but I know I got a good thing going here It's the curse of pioneers But I know I got a good thing going And I'm doing Better, every day Because of those who stay aware That we're as great as we make And not all differences need to be so explained