Soledown - Soul Drowning lyrics

It's been weeks this pain of mine Got just this bottle by my side I see me break Facing low tonight Will I be over this somehow Like you are through with us right now Yes will I break This habit of mine right now? And forget this vow... Can you see Me disappear now I try to breathe Again someday somehow I lost control Down in this hole Can you see me I'm drowning in my soul Now I'm back on this road I know No song of hope No lie to show I do believe that this will never die! I can see a light I can see new life Can I allow it to be mine? Yes will it shine for me this time?