Solar - Curse / XIII lyrics

Intro: ...I'm feeling defeated - I'm losing my course ...One thing that I've needed... my Guardian Force ...we're all under Ragnarok - I fear for Rinoa ...Future Ultimecia, getting the best of ya', I need to show up Verse 1: ...what's real, what's fantasy? Destined to lose it all with all humanity ...losing my sanity, people say fate is closed, now I ask "can it be?" (No!) Vanity, so... fight for the future, despite that I'm scared (Cursed) to my d**h anytime anywhere, this effort is getting "mono no aware" (Cursed) I'll never win, there's no escaping our sin, and no starting again I'm living without a friend, this is the end of the trend, stop me before I go Off... thirteen, thirteen I guess the unluckiness, in a sense, has always tried to murk me DAX is (cursed) and now it seems that things will never go his way I've been living in the dark without the hope to see the day All you want to do is dream, but they don't let you - that's tough Wake me to a nightmare, all I see around is (bad luck) Man, I come in to k** it the minute I'm feeling down The villain's need of some healing, I need it now David Gonzalez has probably fallen to Life's slowest stalling, it's calling me now, cause Lag s**s, but you keep moving, better Man up, show 'em all who's king of the Pa**ioned microphone, proving that with Bad luck, there's no such thing Verse 2: Man, I started this project about three years ago, senior year with the fear of not pa**ing at all Cla** of '13, man, it seemed so unlucky, but funny, regardless, God was up to something ...three years before that ... DJ DAX found rap ...fell in love with the culture ...I'd never take the back Preach since seven, piano since ten, sang since then - but now I need a pad and a pen Doing it with the Spirit, transmitted in every lyric, I'm in it to win it, been independent from way back then I'm taking the heat, been framed as a lameful deceit, complaints 'bout the danger I seek But aye though, mate, I take these 808s... so those who listen can see Oh! Bringing it back to my last year, all of my issues feeling like fate Oh! But something I learned in my last year: the future belongs not to those who wait Oh! So I, shift this, paradigm, Lord, can I get a witness? Oh! Both eyes, vision, John 11:40, man, I hope you're listening It's a hard life deaf, that's why I hit this Archlyte Steppe, Guardian, using all my breath To decrease dead bods and increase head nods, using all my will cause this fate's not set Thirteen, oh, thirteen - I was in Cla** of '13 I guess the unluckiness, in a sense, has always tried to merk me Chorus: Oh Thirteen, Thirteen, running out of luck Praying to my God that a seven be enough Oh Thirteen, Thirteen, running out of luck Praying to my God cause this fight is gettin' rough Verse 3 (Solar) Chorus Bridge: I've made my guess, bad luck's not bad at all Inside my chest, I know I got it all I find my rest mid-air when I may fall 13, part two, returns: they are my call // Thirteen, I'm always hurting, yes, I'm searching Thirteen, never stop learning, of this, I'm certain //