Pain goes by The walls are too close now, I'm panting for air And I still cannot remember how I got here Unable to focus, it's all monochrome In this unbearable cold And I can't walk away Barriers are obstructing the The unhealed wounds will never ever vanish from my hands My senses are fading, I'm not going blind But the world around has lost all its attraction The answers are grey and I don't care anymore About the secrets of life And when the morning comes I'll feel a kind of strength in my arms Repeating everything, but it harms And every second of every day the sand runs through my hands All my demons collide with the rage in myself I'm not getting over Frontiers arise where the view was clear and new before It can't make me cry, 'cause I wasted my tears so many years ago Pain goes by, but it's leaving me insentient all alone I opened the door and I tried to get out But all that I got was another wall Another prediction and another recall Another fate in another war I don't want to break, I don't care about the promises made I'll never get for what I have paid Now I feel for the first time that my life is in my hands