Solace - Contemplation lyrics

[Hook: Ellie Goulding] It starts with a picture, and it sits in your frame We part with a letter and it ends in my name And it starts with forever, and it ends with a touch And I know that you're clever, and I don't ask for much Maybe we forgot all the things we are, we are together [Verse 1: Solace] My name is Omar, don't wanna say much I been living inside a nightmare, wake up I want to leave right now to a better home Or better yet I can disappear and be left alone Look at me, I was never good at speaking Never good at math, I was never good at breathing Never bold and I know I'm always awkward A little nervous and I'm bettin' that it got worse Grade 7, man I wanted to write But I was living in a dream, never rockin' a mic So I practiced, every single time that I walked home Thinking of a rhyme in my mind that I thought dope Posting it online in my free time Because I design every line with a key rhyme You can call me out like a b**h now But my heart is on my sleeve, I'm not gonna sit down No, I'm gonna sit down Heart is on my sleeve and I'm not gonna sit down No, I'm gonna sit down Heart is on my sleeve and I'm not gonna sit down [Hook: Ellie Goulding] It starts with a picture, and it sits in your frame We part with a letter and it ends in my name And it starts with forever, and it ends with a touch And I know that you're clever, and I don't ask for much Maybe we forgot all the things we are, we are together [Verse 2: Solace] My name is Omar, don't wanna say much I been living inside of a world that is made up But I've got to say That every feeling in my soul has been locked away, I'm not the same I wasted every year in my high school f** everybody else, I think about my life too I get a lot of hate like I'm so wack Everybody talking mad sh** but they don't rap Now I'm in a block, and I can't even think straight How can I finish up a mixtape this way? No joke, I can't even write now And right now I am looking for the right sound And you're not gonna see it When I take off, cause I'm gone and I'm leaving Who knew that a joke could rap Now I'll spit in your face and I won't look back No, I won't look back Now I'll spit in your face and I won't look back No, I won't look back Now I'll spit in your face and I won't look back [Hook: Ellie Goulding] It starts with a picture, and it sits in your frame We part with a letter and it ends in my name And it starts with forever, and it ends with a touch And I know that you're clever, and I don't ask for much Maybe we forgot all the things we are, we are together