Solace And Stable - Solicitude lyrics

I am a ghost, I am this transparent, Underlying, formless, shapeless being. I fall between the lines. I'm just another memory 4x (overlapping) Hellacious origins create this disease, Neurotic defects result from a childhood suffering I am forever incomplete 4x (overlapping) This isn't a cry for help This is a synopsis When I lose to the fear I disappear When they search Nothing they will find I've become the ghost This fear becomes so exhausting Disconnect Sleep; a remedy Temporary fix I'll hold onto the hand you hold out I know you've got a plan and a way out Just breathe my name so I'll catch my breathe The last wind that I need to reach the end My heart is racing Anticipating hell Without notice, without reason I woke up this way And I'm lucky if I'll fall asleep Without a fight, without a Single, worthless, aimless, thought I'm tired, I'm tired of unproductive incandescence resolving all the tension inside leads to erratic anger of incoherence If your standing by my side If you were standing by my side I'm sorry if I've run to hide to answer the ghost inside Every sun rise that you stay Is worth more than worth can be measured Every sun that sets I hope You know you are everything!