Sol Galeano - Excuses Are Remains lyrics

I've been dreaming vivid lately I've been doing instead of making excuses Excuses Are the remains Of broken children And I'm not a child anymore I'm 20 A monster that's really a God at heart A daughter failing to play her part While my mother's at home praying that I seek the sun I wonder I wonder what my father was thinking when he told me to run I ran I ran fast Beating time and d**h I ran I ran fast Beating lungs and breath My last step Reminded me of this memory I was 6 A short story that went like this: My uncle took his mask off Confessed beneath his breath That he wasn't human At my expense Finish So the next time you call me queen Know that I'm that and then some Nefertiti probably wouldn't want it Even if we were to face each other under the same sun Playing Russian roulette using the same gun Singing suicide using the same tongue I'm the universe in her early 20s Before man f**ed her over Before God was in existence She was radiation without a definition An incomplete song that was ok With some pieces being missing I wonder I wonder If God ever regrets my Existence like I do I wonder I wonder if these other rapping excuses for poets Regret watching me step into the scene too I wonder what would life be like if we all Saw Spoke And heard In shades of blue Would we all be so quick to pa** judgment if we Were all blind too This… is another rant pa**ing for a poem I'm another expressive being pa**ing for a poet I'm another reason short of an excuse and I know it A broken bar falling in a verse on repeat A fist full of promises cooking over high heat I've been dreaming vivid lately I've been doing instead of making excuses Excuses Are the remains Of broken children And I'm not a child anymore