Soko - Ocean Of Tears lyrics

I've burnt the loans 'Cause I'm alone I feel an ocean of tears Underneath my tongue And the world is ending any minute now And I can't be laughing cause I know it's real Oh, I really hope I can be abducted If there's a God out there, just take me away Then I can be myself, no reason to hide In the ocean of fears, now enjoy the ride You know I am scared to drown In the ocean of tears, in the ocean of fears I thought I was a witch who was responsible For the d**h of all the people that I love the most Trying to forgive myself for the wrong I've done Oh God has a plan to k** us all And everyday I wake up from a crazy dream Where I'm looking for my daddy, and I know he's here And I don't wanna wake, I can control my dreams I feel safer this way, cause I can disappear You know I am scared to drown In the ocean of tears, in the ocean of fears You know I will learn to rise From the ocean of tears, from the ocean of fears Hold your breath, learn to die Stay, enjoy Hold your breath, learn to die Stay, enjoy And I'm too aware of my mortality I thought I was a kid when I wasn't a kid And I'm haunted now, I am haunted now And when I'm digging the grave, Kiss me dead, oh, kiss me dead Kiss me