Everytime I pick up a pen I think of you Get back in my arms and just say you're by my side Love notes of you have left me dry Tell me where you go onto and when you arrived Oh you never once left my mind Tell yourself I'm sorry for these things that I've done Oh tell yourself you never seen baby love that good no Tell yourself it's over now and not to run Just tell yourself I'm sorry for everything I've done Everytime I pick up a pen I think of you You're beside me in my mirror I still see you The pages turn so fast I never got to read you know Tear soak these pages and now your words bleed through Who's listening now I'm talking I don't do it too much Girl this is the feeling that can sustain us Whatever happen to the way that it was One thing I can't have is what I want Who decided it had to end up this way Who decided that you can not stay And you won't be here at the end of the day Cause I can't even listen to what I say Everytime I pick up a pen I think of you Oh suddenly you're in my mirror and I still see you The pages turn so fast I never got to read you know Tear soak these pages and now your words bleed through Quite in my house outside sound fills up my home Everything reminds me of my lawn Quite you used to be and now that you're gone Not a sound not a word not a tone It's quite when I'm drinking And it's quite when I smoke And it's quite when I'm eating And I sleep alone It's quite now it's louder than Stand still like a stone Only from my dream where you still hold on Everytime I pick up a pen I think of you Oh I look beside my mirror I still see you The pages turn so fast I never got to read you know Tear soak these pages and now your words bleed through Don't pick up that pen All I do is think of you Don't look in my mirror All I see is you Pages turn pages turn All the tears bleed through Tears soak these pages And all the words you left me with Have bleed right on through Everytime I pick up a pen I think of you Even beside me in my mirror I still see you The pages turn so fast I never got to read Tears soak these pages and now your words bleed through