stand and face it... recreate it... more stable... see the way interpret the task... gun to mouth... never put on the mask my mental walls seize the fire promises made... promises left unkept broke the rule... broke he last straw hurt once... hurt no more the world spins so fast dizzy from the rope swinging with your neck in it sank too far deep inside got to pull out... get out life is a series of trials... if you fall you fail... no one cares behind you... beneath you... sore from crawling the need for this aloneness... closed circle... for all this incompetence your decisive mind trying to disease wet your lips... apply the steel tip imagine... s**... stmulation relax... tight grip... tight squeeze orgasmic trgger... twitching finger ejaculation overload... explode... framed brain spray indulge in distrust enough to cover the ears everything's cruel right now to soothe... to isolate my pain is but a flatline spiraling down to trouble your locked down stone cold emotion stoned, ripped... twisted the final thought perceive this dame that holds the hurt... lose control by tribal instinct exterminate actions of bliss a minds unfocused... introspection you've betrayed me once- i've betrayed me twice your world is sh**- my world is your device bitter taste... bitter hate i can't shake it... i can't break it i've smiled too many times to cover-up my discomfort ...never again... not anymore the surroundings are blending meshing together in a spiral vaccum chamber of intense artificial thought tired of agreeing... time to disagree head laying low... take my breath... hold it