Take advantage of weakness in thought The thought of you is crawling on my skin I've grown to accept my mistakes Solid stance in a secluded embrace Bitter ways that will rise above Intrusion on this time to reflect Gritting teeth in a cage of disrespect Laughter in a moment of neglect A war started over self righteous needs Putting innocence in harm's way Burning wrath of intent Time to brace the broken sleep Take the extreme approach Falling down on trust Given d**h to see Bullets to your head A bad apple of my eye Filled with worms of stolen life Reveal this lost childhood stage Later outcome for this unkept rage Dissolve into desire Growing away from one another Settling affection that constricts Grip on scorn behavior All my friends hate each other Modest pride lost in this foreplay age Happiness in problems Living life in an empty bottle A backyard open to the world of failure Defiance of the age of wounds Clear sight lost in countless ways Anger breeds in mindless grace Quiet moment before the end of days This new age to blame the weak Mental scars forever scream Vision of this self rebellion Dead endeavor of this silenced pain Arrange this standard This effigy to sooth the nerves Keep this mind from straying under staring eyes Wearing this masked expression A constant twitch of reaction Loaded problems that will hide behind the skull I am in search of the end Knotted in the gut from a parent's fight d**h is my closest friend Locked door to the parents' room I've grown to deny my mistakes A war finished over selfish ways Broken teeth in an intense display Laughter grows to raise your enemies Precious time Raping all that is held close A war of words These scratchings of a mad man Filth back talk Washing your mouth out with soap All my losses A day of dead days Turning to ashes with the phoenix in flames Like the tenderness We had grown for each other Step aside and let me hear the complaints This equal sight for the judgement Absitenence will want the change Eyes open Spit out the truth with no disguise Surround with caution These hands being tied Blank mind set Naked to the world of regret Spit out the truth Slander the rights of love