Love is just a word That is stepped upon Complications, to many Less fortunate one Turn around lies At a young age Smiling, telling lies Bittersweet rage Behind closed doors A who*e amongst who*es Try to be a true man Stagnated moral code Submission beyond Last temptation This gift of love Transcends into sin A child or man Cold heart in hand Grow through it Drastic changes She wanted to be mine But she lost her mind This bitter taste of remorse This love, a lost cause Sworn to freeze over with cold emotion Drowning her lips with an untold sort o kiss A non-temperamental manner to induce this self hate Too many days pa** as you flirt The stab holes are too many Not enough to k**, should have made sure I've seen them slit their wrists in a coward's fashion Don't attempt, fulfill the after regret Your hate is weak, weakening your ambition Take your own life Feeling like someone pushed you to the end of a line Not a desire inside of you God damn this feeling, this love is growing more Got to reject it, can't neglect it An unforgiving touch that led to years of stress Cut with the knife of pleasure and pain One week of peace with your love One week of silence for your lust Lost in indulgence within a general frame Boy kicks girl...setting a lifetimes trade An unearthly weakness to override a quest She swore, she wouldn't tell These condescending words mean nothing She said she wouldn't lie This search for stability through a mental strain Cost of loss thru suffering Take an overdose of the quitters' game Hating this feeling To drunk...another drink Wash away the trouble Take away the pain Lack of sleep Chest tight Damn that loss Punishment of a third degree Believing she was real Buying her lust Tying her arms in the most uncompromising manner She wants more, she begs for more Taste this love of shameful literature A burden for the level of second hand stress A childhood picture coming to life These long-winded guilt trips are such an obsolete breath of life Got to bleed this contamination out of my soul A sense of uneasiness with to much kindness Somewhere in thee apologies the devil lurks