Her mother used to hit her To an uncontrolled consumption of an absolute solution Experience with drug abuse Taking this drug of peace Slowly taking its toll Never question, love thru addiction Collecting this emptiness Recollect a calm self-centered guess Every broken promise To bleed the soul free Faith is not the answer A promise that must end Left her standing to face her own way Face to face Thought you could... Never thought you would... Fall this steep Overdose intentional 5 or 6 times For reasons being to die Broken out fight Unable to focus Late night on knees Scraping scarred brush burns A lethal move for ecstasy Lying curled-up in the corner of the bathroom Hung over from the night before A wrong signal for an intertwined love affair Putting yourself in a disaster over a childish dare Eyes opening to smooth trail of blood on the floor Leading to the trash can next to the door You wanted to be intimate...he wanted to f** Sk** of prostitution down the drain for one more dose Indulge in the innocence of each other's addiction Sitting next to your mate doing drug time Vintage lust for a lost modern age